18. high school graduate winter 14'. hit me up if ya wanna talk or just follow me :) my name's Aerial Cauble. straight female taken ♥
I feel so plain and like I’m nothing special. I’m not good with make up, I’m not good at cooking, I’m ok with baking but I can never make anything for myself because I can become diabetic because it runs on both sides of my family, I’m terrible at exercise and running, I’m not good with clothing, I can’t draw or paint very well, I have no hobbies, no friends, no money, I can’t drive, no job. I’m a lazy good for nothing. And I don’t feel very loved either. The only thing going decently right in my life is my patient boyfriend whose doing everything to better himself and his future. Because he has everything I don’t. I’m miserable. And I can’t do anything about it. And I’m 18 so my parents don’t help like they use to. I have to do everything on my own with my own limited funds. I no longer get favors because I’m no longer their kid that they have to take care of. And it doesn’t help when the middle child gets everything she wants all the time.